Its been a while since I’ve last written something and published. On March 3rd, 2015 was my last blog post. Feels good to be back. A lot has happened within the past three years. Tears, anger, unhappiness, fear and progression.
I’m back, and I want to share with you my wild adventures as a romantic and show my creative outlook on life to give you euphoria and nostalgia. I hope you are eager and excited as I am, as I begin again. Expect new projects, new faces and new #lovenotesformyself. Also, some exciting news… this new journey will be featured in a grand schemed project to put all of these moments into a novel.
Stay tuned my little wild things.
Featuring Lack of Color (2014)
When you finally find that spark
When you finally start to glow
When you start to feel a change in the air
I begin to feel inspired again
I begin to feel again
I begin to be again
To write again
To love again
To be me again
That feeling when things become new
When things start a new chapter
When things become your way
It feels magical
And no one can take that from you
To be true
To feel new
To feel good, again.
I’m beginning once again.
It’s okay to get back up. Again and again. Don’t be afraid to get back up. To try again, to love again, to live again, to dream again and again. Never let a hard lesson harden your pure heart. They say that life’s best lessons are often learned at the worst times and from the worst mistakes. Sometimes you have to go through the worst before you arrive at the best.’ I tell myself these words every morning when I wake up in bed. I stand in front of a mirror and remind myself that all of my hard work will pay off someday. I remind myself every single day as I look into the mirror that it is human to wake up eager, mad or upset — but to also keep in mind that everything in life has a reason to occur. Life will never settle for me, so why should I settle for the kind of life that I do not want to live. It is okay to have dreams or fantasies. It is okay to yearn for someone’s touch at three in the morning. It is okay to wish for that diamond ring on your finger. It is okay to make yourself a priority. It is okay to be you. Remember this, and live by this: You are adventurous, you are bold, you are unique. You deserve the world. Now go chase it. Begin yourself once again.
—Love notes for myself.